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I am Still here !

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Sometimes I get brainstormed so much with the same thought again and again, I caught myself thinking it and realizing it so much intensely that it speeds up my heart beat and make me hard to breath.

 

This life will end any time, any coming second will be my last one may be while writing this or may be any other day but its following me and I am getting close to it every single second, This is the fact and the biggest reality of our life, DEATH.

 

This thought overcome to every other thing I have in life or everything that I wanted to do and planning.

 

I speak to myself,

 

Why are you doing?

 

What for ?

 

And….

 

many other haunted questions ……. it is like never ending quest between me and my brain.

 

ME ?? I think, “ME” is my heart.

 

Yes! It is my heart which pushes me to life every time Brain scares me by showing bitter facts (REALITY) of life.

 

Heart ; innocent and very naughty at least mine is. If i am smiling and living it’s my heart that drags me. It is my heart that makes me believe that life is beautiful and YOU ARE STILL HERE, You are here and you need to live life until the time comes and then you have to live another life , you will just transfer from HERE to somewhere else.

 

Somewhere else, where life will be immortal and your final destiny will be like you wanted, If you live here happily, honestly and more humanly then you don’t have to be sad or feared.

 

This is my heart which is giving me energy to live for what will come anytime, so I will not regret and get pain forever.

 

Live life , more happily, more sincerely with every single relation you have and duty you are doing, More patiently , Spread love and peace, because YOU ARE STILL HERE, make your life beautiful so that when the death angel came he will not scare you. He will pull you and you will smile , ready to move to another cloud , somewhere else !

 

MAY ALLAH BLESS US ALL AND OUR LOVED ONE, AMEEN

 

MAY ALLAH HELP US, GUIDE US!! ameen

 

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Unexpected Guest !

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Once a upon a time

In a big city like ours,

There was a rich man,

Indulge In the pride of power and money,

Careless, rude, can’t live without luxury,

Successful but black –hearted,

See everyone with contempt,

God for him is nowhere,

One night, almost in the midnight

Someone knocks his door,

His servants were there but no one opens the door

Oh hell, where are you all morons?

He was shouting, angrily opens the door,

A poor old man was standing alone,

Ahh, what a rubbish, what do you want old man?

I don’t need anything child,

You need to see things right,

Your heart is black and blood is white,

You need to see things right,

What? You want me to hear your rhymes in this midnight?

Mercy on yourself child, God is there want to see you right.

God is nowhere, Get out of my sight,

He closed the door and went inside,

Laid on his bed but sleepless and tired,

Thinking, who was that poor man? What is the “RIGHT”?

Night was over, and sun arise,

He forgets the message he ruined his life

Day by day, night by night, His pride grows

Fame, success and money that all he knows,

Clocks ticking fast, years has been passed

And then,

It was a cold dark night,

When someone knocks the door,

He was drunk and alone,

He opens the door, No one was there,

He talks to himself, ahhh I am so much drunk I guess,

He went inside, lay on a bed, and closed his eyes,

When he hears,

Poor you, you did not mercy on yourself,

He opens his eyes in fear,

Who is here?

Who is here?

You can’t see me but I am near you child,

Something was there like a smoke,

He feels the cold eyes somewhere near

Someone says loud and clear

O child, now you have to come,

Now there is no time,

I am death, this is your time and you need to pay,

Oh no, no please, I will kill you ,who is here? He shouted in terror and fright,

Oh child, God wanted you to see what is right,

Not once, not twice but many times,

He showed you needy people, to help them, Right?

He gave you money and power to ease them, Right?

He kept you healthy and successful all over your life,

He gave you strength and power to make things right.

Not for your own pride!

But your time is over now, and you have to die.

No, Oh no please Mercy, Mercy God!!

I understand now,

I understand now,

I will make things right,

Oh mercy. I don’t want to die now,

Crying, shouting, but no one hear.

The last words

That man say’s was

GOD IS NOW HERE!

 

  I need to share that I write this poem in response to daily prompt :http://dailypost.wordpress.com/dp_prompt/unexpected-guests/ , and This is what i really felt when I read the words ” UNEXPECTED GUESTS” , Please feel the words, and always remain ready for the unexpected guest.

May Allah bless us all , and help us all, ameen.

 

 

 

and to HIM we shall return !

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Today I am writing on word press after 4 days, there were some problems due to which I was unable to write anything, though my heart and my mind had some massive fights with each other on the problems I just mentioned above.

My uncle died four days ago and It was a heart breaking news for me, I just had a conversation with him on phone 15 days earlier, his heart collapse and he couldn’t make it. May Allah bless him in life hereafter, amen. I went to his home (out of city) for condolence, and then just caught up into different thoughts and actually very deep thoughts.

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Death has taken one more person in time, and as usual left so many questions behind. I am always afraid of death, not because of fear of dying or leaving this beautiful world or family, but just because of the life hereafter, the dome day.

Al-Imran 3:185

Every soul shall have a taste of death: And only on the Day of Judgment shall you be paid your full recompense. Only he who is saved far from the Fire and admitted to the Garden will have attained the object (of Life): For the life of this world is but goods and chattels of deception.

Being a Muslim, I should not fear death, but fear only Allah. This is what I do, but I am not satisfied with what I am doing with my life. I just ask Allah for repentance.

Repentance is the most noble and beloved form of obedience in the eyes of Allah Ta’ala. He loves those who repent and it is because of His love for His creation that He tests them with sins so that He may shower His blessings and favors upon them after they repent.

Al-Baqara (The Cow) 2:160

Excepted, however, shall be they that repent, and put themselves to rights, and make known the truth: and it is they whose repentance I shall accept-for I alone am the Acceptor of Repentance, the Dispenser of Grace.

I am trying my best to be an obedient human of Allah. Who created me, give me life and Who will take me from here one day. I just pray to Allah, Please make me a person just the way you like. Help me and bless me. Ameen

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Outside to Inside..

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Today we are OUTSIDE but many are INSIDE.

Religion’s, Philosophies’, Science and Black or white magic tells different situations and stories about the people INSIDE to the people OUTSIDE, but we don’t know what will happen to us when we will be INSIDE?

Yes! One thing we can certainly say and judge is what we are doing OUTSIDE?

What are we gaining and what are we losing?

Is this good enough to ease us INSIDE?

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We all have to go INSIDE sooner or later but WE WILL BE….

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Yes.. I am talking about GRAVE.

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Life is so busy these days that we just stop thinking about Death and grave and about life here after. We are unfortunately and unintentionally doing very wrong with ourselves.

Thanks Daily prompt to give me this opportunity to think and let think  others to feel that darkness and loneliness. Please do good and gain good in the end.

MAY ALLAH HELP ME TO BE A GOOD HUMAN AND MUSLIM. AMEEN

MAY ALLAH HELP AND BLESS MY WHOLE FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO BE A GOOD HUMAN AND MUSLIM.AMEEN

MAY ALLAH HELP AND BLESS ALL OF MY NON-MUSLIM FRIENDS AND COLLEAGUES TO BE A GOOD HUMAN AND TO RESPECT AND FOLLOW WHAT EVER RELIGION THEY ARE INTO.AMEEN

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