Sometimes I get brainstormed so much with the same thought again and again, I caught myself thinking it and realizing it so much intensely that it speeds up my heart beat and make me hard to breath.
This life will end any time, any coming second will be my last one may be while writing this or may be any other day but its following me and I am getting close to it every single second, This is the fact and the biggest reality of our life, DEATH.
This thought overcome to every other thing I have in life or everything that I wanted to do and planning.
I speak to myself,
Why are you doing?
What for ?
And….
many other haunted questions ……. it is like never ending quest between me and my brain.
ME ?? I think, “ME” is my heart.
Yes! It is my heart which pushes me to life every time Brain scares me by showing bitter facts (REALITY) of life.
Heart ; innocent and very naughty at least mine is. If i am smiling and living it’s my heart that drags me. It is my heart that makes me believe that life is beautiful and YOU ARE STILL HERE, You are here and you need to live life until the time comes and then you have to live another life , you will just transfer from HERE to somewhere else.
Somewhere else, where life will be immortal and your final destiny will be like you wanted, If you live here happily, honestly and more humanly then you don’t have to be sad or feared.
This is my heart which is giving me energy to live for what will come anytime, so I will not regret and get pain forever.
Live life , more happily, more sincerely with every single relation you have and duty you are doing, More patiently , Spread love and peace, because YOU ARE STILL HERE, make your life beautiful so that when the death angel came he will not scare you. He will pull you and you will smile , ready to move to another cloud , somewhere else !
MAY ALLAH BLESS US ALL AND OUR LOVED ONE, AMEEN
MAY ALLAH HELP US, GUIDE US!! ameen