Today I am writing on word press after 4 days, there were some problems due to which I was unable to write anything, though my heart and my mind had some massive fights with each other on the problems I just mentioned above.
My uncle died four days ago and It was a heart breaking news for me, I just had a conversation with him on phone 15 days earlier, his heart collapse and he couldn’t make it. May Allah bless him in life hereafter, amen. I went to his home (out of city) for condolence, and then just caught up into different thoughts and actually very deep thoughts.
Death has taken one more person in time, and as usual left so many questions behind. I am always afraid of death, not because of fear of dying or leaving this beautiful world or family, but just because of the life hereafter, the dome day.
Al-Imran 3:185
Every soul shall have a taste of death: And only on the Day of Judgment shall you be paid your full recompense. Only he who is saved far from the Fire and admitted to the Garden will have attained the object (of Life): For the life of this world is but goods and chattels of deception.
Being a Muslim, I should not fear death, but fear only Allah. This is what I do, but I am not satisfied with what I am doing with my life. I just ask Allah for repentance.
Repentance is the most noble and beloved form of obedience in the eyes of Allah Ta’ala. He loves those who repent and it is because of His love for His creation that He tests them with sins so that He may shower His blessings and favors upon them after they repent.
Al-Baqara (The Cow) 2:160
Excepted, however, shall be they that repent, and put themselves to rights, and make known the truth: and it is they whose repentance I shall accept-for I alone am the Acceptor of Repentance, the Dispenser of Grace.
I am trying my best to be an obedient human of Allah. Who created me, give me life and Who will take me from here one day. I just pray to Allah, Please make me a person just the way you like. Help me and bless me. Ameen
Dreams to Reality ! 
I am so sorry to hear about your uncle, Afsheen: thinking of you at this sad time. xxx
Pray for him and for all those who has left us, May Allah bless them in life here after. ameen
Aamiin ya rabbal’alamiin
may god bless you always
Ameen..n same to you
So sorry to hear about your uncle. May Allah bless him in Jannah. Ameen.
May Allah bless you and keep you from sorrow. Ameen
Sum ameen.
I mentioned about a argument of heart and mind in my post, which I have not discussed in detail, but when you said keep you away from sorrow I just thought to say it here and know about your experience.
My relatives and very close relatives were all sad and just saying words of wisdom and condolence when I reached my uncle home, but just after few hours they just talked about worldly issues, matter of money and etc etc, which annoyed me and shocked me. How come we behave like this in such situation. When the immediate family is in deep grief and we are waiting for tea and food and having a long arguments on money ??? Even death cant make us realize that this world is nothing but a beautiful illusion ?
Our religion says , we must attend 2/ 3 funerals in a month so that we could remain in a balanced life and we could realize the truth but … are we that much silly ?? completely into this mortal world and in the arms of satan ?
I know it’s really strange that people who come to funerals forget that it’s going to happen to them too. They are so much into this world.
Yes….we could be next
Ameen… May your uncle be placed among those pious ones.
I’ve been seeing lots of deaths lately and Subhanallah, it’s just so scary cz most of them were still so young. It’s even scarier when you realised you could be next… Similar to you, I’m not afraid to die, but I’m so afraid of the ‘azab in grave.
May Allah accept our taubah and may we escape from the painful ‘azab both in grave and in Hell-fire. Ameen.
You got me right. May Allah bless us all, and help us in being a good person. A real servant of Allah.ameen
May Allah bless you and your loved ones. ameen
I am so sorry for the loss of your Uncle, Afsheen. God’s blessings of peace and comfort to you and your family.
Thank you so much Cate.
May Allah bless us all. ameen
Ya Rabb, ya Allah, guide to every good thing and hide us from every evil! Ameen! Allah make it easier for you my sister, and give you blessings of comfort and peace! ♥♥♥ ;^)
ameen. Thank you so much for your prayers